Yesterday I found out that I might need surgery on my back. I have a tumor, a blood clot inside my bone..I should say, it used to be inside the bone, but it has now grown around it. That is why I may need surgery. I am nervous and afraid. I never had surgery before. I wonder if I will have surgery... Philadelphia is the closest hospital to me and it is 3 hours away. What about school. Will I be able to walk?The tumor is on my lower back. What is I wake up during the surgery? Will it hurt after it??........

So many unanswerable questions...

I'll keep you updated.I just need a place to vent..